
Drakensburg, South Africa, August 15, 2011. It seems this country is awash with metaphors. And so it comes as no surprise that I would awaken to one on this cold morning in the Drakensburg mountains – in the form of three inches of wet, heavy snow. Snow is not unheard of here, especially during this strangely cold and wet winter in South Africa. But in the 10 years I spent growing up outside of Johannesburg, and the eight years I have been coming here since we founded 25:40 (including every winter), not once did I experience snow at any place or elevation. So, as evidenced by the one pair of jeans and five pairs of shorts I packed for this trip, this was unexpected.
The metaphor here, however, is not the unexpected, but the beauty that can flow from it. The craggy Drakensburg mountains take on a new, almost unimaginable majestic beauty when covered with a blanket of snow. When I showed a few early morning photos I took of the surrounding mountains to my daughter Hannah, her only response was that they looked “so fake.” I had to agree. An Egyptian goose perched upon the snow-covered peak of a thatch roof rondavel, with dusty veld-covered hills blanked with a thin but complete veneer of snow, set against a backdrop of crooked peaks and plateaus built black but temporarily (and imperfectly) painted white. This was not the photo I expected to take on this trip. Mountains draped with shapeless wisps of cloud, much like a shawl on an old woman’s shoulders, play tricks with my autofocus. With no perfect lines, it just doesn’t know what it is supposed to shoot – where it should focus. Yet another metaphor.
I have been taught (but still struggle to learn) that what we intend and what God intends are often not the same thing. When we forecast sun, He has no concern with bringing rain. When we forecast warm and dry, He’ll bring snow – even if to the farthest reaches of the desert – if needed to demonstrate His will. I learn, from mornings like this, that God is not silent. He is speaking to us constantly, in many ways. And if this morning I am to listen, then I must put aside my plans, retire my predictions, and stop trying to focus. I must stop asking Him what His will is for me, and simply accept it as it comes. The snow outside is cold, wet and uncomfortable. It has placed a hold (perhaps permanent) on our plans to hike, fish, or take a horseback ride. And when we search for an alternative, it is impossible to focus. But when I step away from the lens, and simply take in what is there, I see something unlike anything I will ever have the chance to see again. Snow in Africa.
Even as I write this, the snow is receding. Leaving behind pools of clear water in the foreground, and exposing jagged, black and brown rock in the mountains. Even God’s unexpected moments are but temporary reminders of our need to stop and wait on Him. After several weeks working on our efforts to start and run programs to help the most vulnerable children here, I have a trove of observations – nearly all of which are rather depressing on the surface. Even after eight years of experience working in rural South Africa, it seems that all we learn is how immense – indeed perhaps impossible – the task of saving these children is. Their parents have failed them, either by dying or disappearing (literally or figuratively, depending on the child). Their caretakers fail them, often ignoring even their most basic needs such as food, while simultaneously taking advantage of child-welfare grants that the government gives out with rare and haphazard, at best, follow-up. Their schools are failing them – often jamming up to 80 kids into cold, damp class rooms with nothing but worn blackboards and a hapless, hopeless babysitters masquerading as teachers. Their government is failing them, with overwhelmed and disinterested social workers not even lifting a finger unless we do it for them and agree to give them the credit. Their communities fail them, by clinging to social norms that push children to the back of the line (only slightly ahead of dogs). And we, looking at all of these things (caretakers, schools, government, community) and knowing each is imperative to our efforts in its own way, feel as if there is no option but to fall short as well. It just seems impossible.
A few days ago Rev. Wikus van der Walt reminded me of why we are here, and why we persist against the insurmountable odds. We are Christian, called by a loving God to do His work wherever and whatever that work may be. Ours is not the task the measure the possibilities, but simply to hear and follow the command. And, as Wikus reminded me, we know it is God’s work precisely because it is impossible. God reminded me this morning that my task is to do none other than rely on His will and move forward with His plans – even though it means not knowing exactly what they are or how they will turn out. God reminded me that what seems impossible for me is always possible for Him (Luke 18:27).
God put snow in Africa.
-- Alec Zacaroli
The metaphor here, however, is not the unexpected, but the beauty that can flow from it. The craggy Drakensburg mountains take on a new, almost unimaginable majestic beauty when covered with a blanket of snow. When I showed a few early morning photos I took of the surrounding mountains to my daughter Hannah, her only response was that they looked “so fake.” I had to agree. An Egyptian goose perched upon the snow-covered peak of a thatch roof rondavel, with dusty veld-covered hills blanked with a thin but complete veneer of snow, set against a backdrop of crooked peaks and plateaus built black but temporarily (and imperfectly) painted white. This was not the photo I expected to take on this trip. Mountains draped with shapeless wisps of cloud, much like a shawl on an old woman’s shoulders, play tricks with my autofocus. With no perfect lines, it just doesn’t know what it is supposed to shoot – where it should focus. Yet another metaphor.
I have been taught (but still struggle to learn) that what we intend and what God intends are often not the same thing. When we forecast sun, He has no concern with bringing rain. When we forecast warm and dry, He’ll bring snow – even if to the farthest reaches of the desert – if needed to demonstrate His will. I learn, from mornings like this, that God is not silent. He is speaking to us constantly, in many ways. And if this morning I am to listen, then I must put aside my plans, retire my predictions, and stop trying to focus. I must stop asking Him what His will is for me, and simply accept it as it comes. The snow outside is cold, wet and uncomfortable. It has placed a hold (perhaps permanent) on our plans to hike, fish, or take a horseback ride. And when we search for an alternative, it is impossible to focus. But when I step away from the lens, and simply take in what is there, I see something unlike anything I will ever have the chance to see again. Snow in Africa.
Even as I write this, the snow is receding. Leaving behind pools of clear water in the foreground, and exposing jagged, black and brown rock in the mountains. Even God’s unexpected moments are but temporary reminders of our need to stop and wait on Him. After several weeks working on our efforts to start and run programs to help the most vulnerable children here, I have a trove of observations – nearly all of which are rather depressing on the surface. Even after eight years of experience working in rural South Africa, it seems that all we learn is how immense – indeed perhaps impossible – the task of saving these children is. Their parents have failed them, either by dying or disappearing (literally or figuratively, depending on the child). Their caretakers fail them, often ignoring even their most basic needs such as food, while simultaneously taking advantage of child-welfare grants that the government gives out with rare and haphazard, at best, follow-up. Their schools are failing them – often jamming up to 80 kids into cold, damp class rooms with nothing but worn blackboards and a hapless, hopeless babysitters masquerading as teachers. Their government is failing them, with overwhelmed and disinterested social workers not even lifting a finger unless we do it for them and agree to give them the credit. Their communities fail them, by clinging to social norms that push children to the back of the line (only slightly ahead of dogs). And we, looking at all of these things (caretakers, schools, government, community) and knowing each is imperative to our efforts in its own way, feel as if there is no option but to fall short as well. It just seems impossible.
A few days ago Rev. Wikus van der Walt reminded me of why we are here, and why we persist against the insurmountable odds. We are Christian, called by a loving God to do His work wherever and whatever that work may be. Ours is not the task the measure the possibilities, but simply to hear and follow the command. And, as Wikus reminded me, we know it is God’s work precisely because it is impossible. God reminded me this morning that my task is to do none other than rely on His will and move forward with His plans – even though it means not knowing exactly what they are or how they will turn out. God reminded me that what seems impossible for me is always possible for Him (Luke 18:27).
God put snow in Africa.
-- Alec Zacaroli